So today of course, is Mothering Sunday. Personally, I like this day of the year, because I usually get to spend it at my Grandma's (who is about 92) and then I start to feel really strange and wondrous; 3 Generations in one room at the same time... (time is subjective) Like back to the future or something. Days like these create precious moments. I am grateful to have the privilege to still have my Grandma and Mother around. For many, this day brings an emphasised sadness for a potential absence of either or both. For some, never having known these kin at all.
I am certain that at least for today, I am flippant towards any of the minor dramas occurring elsewhere in my life e.g. the quest for true love and the fraying friendships. I couldn't give two hoots. It's days like this when I realise the importance of family- for me, blood is blood. I may not be close to them all of the time, but in terms of what I'm made of, stardust, energy, atoms and DNA, they are genetically/spiritually speaking, versions of me. The closest people to replicate me. Looking to your roots is a special way to learn about yourself too.
I have become so intent, and determined to find like-minded souls, wandering around hopelessly on this earth, so we can join together to create something meaningful, or spread a message of love or help people in general. The more I say the less you may enjoy my writings, but I never said I was going to be a people pleaser. I've been doing that for a while too long up to now, and I think I'm coming around to seeing the bigger picture, in a semi rational, semi bitter type of way. I haven't met many people like me. The ones I have become acquainted with, turn out to have a potent dark side, and I get really offended upon discovering that, because the reason we became friends in the first place was because we are similar. What.
Anyway as an after thought, I need to add what this whole blog thing is about. I used to blog a lot. I would find a beautiful, mysterious comfort in being able to release my tensions, my ideas and my despair over the world wide web. It's never bothered me that I am opening myself up to the minds of judgement, internet trolls and people with differentiating views.
Over the next few weeks, I will initialise my intent, to spread the words of what I have learnt thus far from life. It's relevant because we're all in the same boat here, let's be right. I'd like to consider myself down to earth, compassionate, and caring. I'm no Einstein, but he sure is someone I idolise ha-ha!
I'm no self help writer, or a life changer, yet I do wonder if this blog will aid any one in some kind of way. I can only hope. I usually go on wild tangents as I can't focus my mind onto one trail of thought, so please bare with me. I'd like you to have fun whilst reading my stuff, that's the point of it.
Someone asked me last night what I want from life. I answered like this:
"To travel the world, write about it, and help people along the way."
I think that's reasonable.
On a final note, I just want to throw it out there that my posts might get a little deep or weird, but hey it's nothing new to the shit you find online when you're only scratching the surface.
I.P of the Day:
"If it feels too good to be true, then it most likely is so."
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